Overall it is just a bad situation, I am currently working on a way out of the career for good. Everyday I just go to work, not to be the best I can be anymore, Not to further my knowledge and definately not to help improve this company. Not another damn day will they get my best, as Michael Jackson once said " They don't really care about us". I am under the gun everyday and I do just enough to not get fired, and I know they're constantly hunting me because of some of the questions other employees ask me. I play dumb, don't take any kind of leadership role anymore, those brown noser's can have that crap. I just wish I could grab the courage to call OSHA on them, but they would know and I would be set up. My goal is to work long enough to get my feet back on the ground, us comfortable again and then I am going to make my move. I don't want to die at 46-50 years old like the rest of these guys, I want out. I hate cigarettes with a damn passion now, and I will leave with my favorite denial qoute of the day. " I just like to think of all the one's who smoked all their lives and never got sick, and the one's that were health nuts who still got cancer." How can you even retort back to such a statement?

Your Friend,
Nate