Thank you all. I just wrapped my head around the fact that I'm going back to work on the 16th and will be leaving my son for the first time. I finally started to feel ok about it and then this happened. Now everything is up in the air again. Cancer is so much harder as a mother.
I have an appointment with the doctor at Penn who is doing the study this Tuesday, the 15th at 8:45am. We'll see what happens:)