I made it through my 4th reoccurance and 4th surgery. had surgery in april to remove lower right jaw and reconstruct. i had chemo and radiation again. i felt a need to reconnect with people who understand how i feel and know what i am going through. my docs are all very happy with how i am doing, but i find myself not really connecting with the people in my life. i should be enjoying life more, but i find myself just "waiting" for it to return. thanks for letting me vent.


scc 4/2004 r side tongue, flr of mouth.
neck disection,4 lymph nodes 34x rad,3X chemo
10/2007 r cheek. remove w/graft. 40 HBO dives.
01/2010 r cheek. surgery w/graft
04/2010,surgery remove lower right jaw, reconstruct. 4x chemo 25x rad. clear margins. pet 8/2010 clear
July 2012 right side bot cancer. surgery to remove, clear margins
4/2013 Surgery to remove cancer in lymph node near thyroid, clear margins
6/2013 start of rad 25X Chemo 7X