I too think these reactions are a normal outgrowth of nearly dying. The world has changed for all of us. I find it a most positive place. Which doesn't mean I don't keep my apartment clean...

Courage, Nancy. Sounds to me as though the worst is over!

d2


David 2
SCC of occult origin 1/09 (age 55)| Stage III TXN1M0 | HPV 16+, non-smoker, moderate drinker | Modified radical neck dissection 3/09 | 31 days IMRT finished 6/09 | Hit 15 years all clear in 6/24 | Radiation Fibrosis Syndrome kicked in a few years after treatment and has been progressing since | Prostate cancer diagnosis 10/18