I come in so infrequently in the past year as I am always afraid of the very thing that is happening to Angelia. I am still cancer free after surgery 3/13/08 but every time I get a sore or my mouth hurts I am reminded of how scared I am of a return of the cancer. Kinda like an ostrich with my head in the sand. I lost my oncologist last August as she took a position in Vermont and now seeing new one at Wake Forest Univeristy Baptist hospital and am not impressed by him. Today should be the day you are having the surgery dear Angelia and I will say extra prayers for you today and until I see another post from you. God bless you!