I did love it with a passion Nelie--I SOOOOOOOOOO love the kids! But the paperwork, the 'new and uncommitted' colleagues, the physical demands as well as the emotional and mental ones--just don't feel 'up to them' any more---but then feel a wuss/wimp for feeling like that!
Bren

Brenda in UK--Diagnosis 30/5/07--undifferentiated carcinoma in right jawbone and muscles. Stage 4
6/7/07--new diagnosis primary is in lung. Finished 4cycles of palliative carboplatin/gemcitabine
therapy September 07
Now dying to live!