Thank you Kelly. You are right, my Dr was very agreeable to giving me as much pain meds as i want today when i saw him. I found out that I will be having radiation too. dont know how i feel about that yet, Im meeting with the Dr on Tuesday.

4 cancerous tumors stage4 Surgery 10/26/2010 Radiation 2x a day for 4 weeks (started Dec 13th 2010)
Reccurance discovered Nov 2011. Tumor behind left jaw. Erbitux, Taxol and Paraplatin for 6 wk. Surgery scheduled for Feb
50 year old woman smoked for 30 years quit 3 years ago light drinker HPV +16