Hi Johanne,
Just read this and some of your previous post's.
Despite what you are going through you seem to have a great attitude and sense of humour.
If you have not found it yet you may like to look at the thread Coping / Anger and Fear � Don't you just hate it when...?
Some of this would fit right in there.
My "s"es also sound more like the "sh"es especially when I am tired and on the phone.
I know people have wondered if I have had a little tipple or a big slug from the bottle if it comes to that blush
Best wishes for continued healing.
Gabriele

History Leukoplakia bx 8/2006 SCC floor mouth T3N0M0- Verrucous Carcinoma.
14 hour 0p SCC-Right ND/excision/marginal mandibulectomy 9/2006, 4 teeth removed, flap from wrist, trach-ng 6 days- no chemo/rad.
6 ops and debulking (flap/tongue join) + bx's 2006-2012.
bx Jan 2012 Hyperkeratosis-Epithelial Dysplasia
24cm GIST tumour removed 8/2013. Indefinite Oral Chemo.

1/31/16 passed away peacefully surrounded by family