Hello all. I hope everyone is having a great day. I have had something in my mind here and there and thought I would share.
I must say that sometimes I get so mad that this disease has come into my life and has completely changed it. Yes sometimes it seems it has been for the better. To enjoy my family, friends and life in general. To not take things for granted. To look past the small things that bother me.
It has also scared me. It put fear into my life that I never had to face before. From the moment I saw my sister in ICU it began. Fear of every pain being something. Fear of actually facing the fact that at some point I am going to pass on. Everyone I know is going to.
I hope that in time this will all pass. I am just so mad that this disease has done this to my family and I. Sorry to vent but I had to let this out and hope I'm not the only one thinking this sometimes.