well thank you for the response, and sorry i was desperate to talk to someone, and i didnt see this entire site as to where i was supposed to post.. i have never had cancer, guess i posted in the wrong section. Anyway, its been exactly a month, i called the dentist last week, and they still heard nothing, he said he would contact me either way. on the retromolar area there is a whitsh tissue growth, and the other day i noticed it on the other side of my gum, kind of , same area, opposite side of gums behind last molar. i dont see any pictures on the net that match it, to me it kind of looked to match irritational fibrosis, or something to do with smoking maybe i dont know. but i cant keep living like this, its like russian roulette