You cannot do this to yourself Texsun!

You have reason to be scared and panic, but you for one have to be the strongest in such a crazy situation. All you can do is wait for the biopsy right now, I would not waste days worrying until you have absolutely been assured it is cancer. Then " If " that is what it is, instead of falling apart like my family and I did, you pick yourself up and say " I will not tolerate this in my body!". We are all here for you no matter what the results are, but you cannot shut down, I know it is hard, but it is key to getting through.

I myself have just begun the journey, and at first wanted to quit, I found this site and popped on some music and got ready for war! And that is what it is in my eyes, WAR! Keep us updated, as I will do the same. Take care of yourself...

Nathan

SCC left lateral tongue, left neck dissection. 2 nodes positive. 3 All Clear then ITS BACK 8/23/11 Shows 1cm in tongue in CT SCAN, Radial Free Arm Flap with Radical Neck Dissection 9/20/11 , All Nodes Negative, But Tongue Tumor Poorly Differentiated. Awaiting next step in treatment on 10/5/11... RIP Nate 7/28/12