Mike,
No need to be embarrassed as I imagine most of us would react similarly. My husband is just in the middle of treatment right now but sometimes I let myself think ahead and feel daunted by the reality that this isn't over when treatment is over - or even when the first couple of scans come back negative.
Sophie
Sophie T.
CG to husband: SCC Stage 4, T4, N1, M0; non-smoker and very light social drinker; HPV+
induction chemo begun 7/07; chemo/radiation ended 10/10, first cat scan clear; scan on 5/9/08 clear, scan on 10/08 clear; scan 1/09 clear; scan 1/10 clear; passed away July 2, 2016
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