Wendy,
You are not alone with these feelings. I live everyday with these feelings. I even find myself apologizing that I got cancer because it has screwed up everything. I do know what you are feeling. I had a PET scan today and got good news as well, but I am still very anxious about it all. I can not wait until the anxiety goes away.


Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12