Seda,
I lost 70lbs total after tx/surgery (35lbs after each) and literally couldn't gain it back for over a year afterwards. I was 140lbs last year this time when my Dr's tested my testosterone levels and found I was horrifically low (normal range is about 250-800 in males and I was at a 70). I was put on Androderm and started to gain some weight back...but still about 35lbs off my old muscular physique

Eating to me is still quite a chore and I have to be "motivated" to eat solids...mostly my diet consists of Ensure Plus...and of course the occasional pizza! Needless to say, even though I own a restaurant, eating isn't what it used to be for me. It has gotten better with time but really it's the "new norm".