Lori,
This diagnosis must be such a shock for you. After all you and Ron went through, it's so difficult to comprehend that you would get this news. As long as we are on this earth, I don't think we will ever understand the "Whys." Please know that everyone that followed Ron's journey through your postings will think of you with prayers and kind thoughts. Please continue to update all of us on how you are doing. Geri