Roy,, it will all come to pass and you just not remember much of the things that are done to you. Our world is beyond most people and they just can't understand what we go thru. Yep, I have had the teeth removal, then rads and chemo and so after rad seed implants and was in isolation because of radioactivity. I made it thru it even tho I was given up for going to die. LOL Little did they know how tough we can be. I wish you the best of everything and will say to eat as much as you can now and drink plenty of fluids because you will lose weight. I went from 220 to 147 in a short time. Believe me it is much harder to put the weight back on because you lose your taste and appetite. Welcome to our family and the door is always open for you to post or ask questions. As you have ssen, with Eric ,David and th eintelligent peole that have read you post, you will get a lot of info fast. I should mention that you will probably get as weak as a new born from muscle loss. his takes some work to get back too.