OP Senior Member (100+ posts) Joined: Sep 2009 Posts: 148 Likes: 1 | Thanks everybody, I just love you guys! Even as I write this now, my eyes are swollen & filled with tears streaming down my face. The funniest thing is that when I was 1st dealing w/my SCC, in 4/08 I never shed 1 tear. Now I am waiting f/ the phone call f/my RO (nurse) to take the next step. A good thing (in a way) my daughter got layed off & she could (again) fill in f/me @ my day care, while I go to dr. appointments. The more I am constantly feeling the lump, it is in the fleshy part of my R cheek, about the size of a peanut. If I do follow up w/treatment it will only be because of all of your support. I have lost my will. Even the thought of my son & daughter do NOT inspire me.
BOT T3N2M0 No surgery, 38radiation treatments,4 chemo rounds, peg removed 11/08, still have a port. Treatments ended 6/20/08. So far, so Good ! "I know God won't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much !"
*** Admin update --- Dianne has passed away on August 25, 2015 ***
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