Hi, hang in there.if your area has a support group go to it. I went my myself. 'cause my husband wanted nothing to do with it. It was the best thing I did for myself. Also this forum is a blessing.When you think you are alone you find out others went before you. What a great gift of fortitude this board is. Looks like my husband has the same treatment schedule as yours. We are just about to start our 3/ 5FU Its a long struggle and a long hard journey but we get there hour by hour. Please know you are not alone. Keeping you in our prayers. Lady J