Just give this your best shot and you are going to win you war, It all takes time and willingness to fight. None of the I feel sorry for myself because that leads to self pity which none of us need. You seem to understand your problem, so come out swinging.

Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here