I know how you feel, Jeanna. My husband kept getting bad news after bad news also. Do you have family or friends to talk to? maybe someone where your partner is being treated can suggest a support group for you. It is a lonely time as I'm sure you don't want to voice all your fellings to him. Let me know if i can help-you can send me a pm and I will give you my number.

Sue


cg to husband, 48 Stage 1V head and neck SCC. First surgery 9/07. Radiation and several rounds of chemo followed. Mets to chest and lungs. "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain." Went home to God on February 22, 2009.