Thank you to everyone.
It is a really high dose- the RO prescribed it and he has been taking it for the past 4 months. 3mgs every 3hours. And how it is 3mgs every 5-6 hours because he was having withdraw symptoms. The medical oncologist didnt believe me when I told him the dosage and the time, he has to confirm with the RO and then came back and said "Charlie-how can you speak right now?"
There is so much to worry about- the results, coming off the many many many addictive meds, the new lifestyle, my very low paying job, if we can have children. Phew- I just needed to vent that out- thanks for everyone who listened!
Brian- Thank you for making me feel welcome and teaching me new things.
We are going to try welbutrin- it is good for the smoking sensation and depression.
Right now Charlie is getting his PET and CT scan done. Thank you for the good lucks and prayers.
But a wedding is fun- I cant wait to get the that church!