Daisy, just one more stage IV with mets to nodes person checking in here. That was four years ago and I am just finished with a head to toe check and there is nothing at all wrong with me. Many, many people go through the rigors of treatment and return to a happy life. More than you will hear from on this forum by a large factor. Always keep that in mind. You and your husband, too, can join that group. There will always be someone here to answer your questions, or just encourage you when you need it. In other words, we've got your back!