Hi samantha... I'll echo almost everyone else, sorry you have to be here but it is a great and supportive group so I'm glad you are.. I'm fairly new as well. but if I can help in any way please pm me. It's terrible that you have had to go through so much especially with such a young family to care for, but you are young and have an amazing attitude so that will help you get through the hard times. I. The interim, take care of yourself and enjoy your time with your children, that is the best therapy.

Hugs, healing and prayers to you.