Samantha,


My dear, welcome to our oasis. Our little island on the net where people like us are surrounded by love and support from those that truly understand.

You've had a rough go young lady and it is heartbreaking...however to hear the spirit in your post gives hope. It reminds me of the quote from Independence Day "We will not go quietly into the night, we will not vanish without a fight."

The shortened movie quote of the Dylan Thomas poem:

"Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. "


Rage on young lady, Rage on.


The Nietzche quote in my signature is my mantra...my Why is my two young boys and my wife, as your child is yours.

Keep that spirit on fire...thank you so very much for sharing.


Eric


Young Frack, SCC T4N2M0, Cisplatin,35+ rads,ND, RT Mandiblectomy w fibular free flap, facial paralysis, "He who has a "why" to live can bear with almost any "how"." -Nietzche "WARNING" PG-13 due to Sarcasm & WAY too much attitude, interact at your own risk.