Oh it's so hard to see someone so young as you going through all this. I'm so glad you have met Christine. Where did you meet her? She's the BEST. She was the first one that spoke to me when I came to this forum scared to death and she was a great help to me. There's so many knowledgeable people here. I think they know more than the doctors do. They have the first hand knowledge where the doctors just have book knowledge.