I lost my dad to pancreatic cancer too so I think it is affecting my initial response as well.
Our goal today is to get an appt with someone from Sloan. He did the MRI today so in the next few days we should have the start of what we are dealing with. And I would like that info imparted by a calm person.
That cloudy feeling is certainly there. I do know how important attitude is. I talk to Dave about the responses here and it helps both of us. Right now,I do best with blabbing and he does best with distraction. One thing I know we do wonderfully is function as a team.
And that this place is such a good place. How did people do it before the internet???