Well, as I am laying down in bed so tired from the stinking radaition it just hit me. I am not going to wake up from this nightmare. I feel like such a cry baby. I do not know how i am going to handle all this. The mucuos is horrible and I do not want to eat anything, but I know i need to. I am cold all the time. I HATE THIS STUFF!!!!!


Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12