#97637 06-18-2009 09:32 PM | Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 Patient Advocate (1000+ posts) | OP  Patient Advocate (1000+ posts)
Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 | Let me just say that I HATE CANCER. I just found out that a very dear friend of mine's father was diagnosed with stage 4 Renal cell carcinoma (kidney's) They are headed down to MD Anderson on Tuesday. Please pray for this family they have been through enough. My friend just lost her grandfather to cancer a few months ago and now her dad is fighting for his life. They knew he had cancer, but did not know how bad it was. I just want to scream and cry and all of it. and you know as those questions that no one has the answer to. Why? Why? Why? It is not fair. I was doing okay emotionally until I got this news. Did I mention it is just not fair. Thanks for letting me vent a little. Please be in prayer for this family. My friends first name is Charity. Thanks all.
Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12
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Joined: Apr 2005 Posts: 2,219 | Vent away.
Unfortunately, we've all been there, or will be there. Cancer sucks!!!!
Jerry
Jerry
Retired Dentist, 59 years old at diagnosis. SCC of the left lateral border of the tongue (Stage I). Partial glossectomy and 30 nodes removed, 4/6/05. Nodes all clear. No chemo no radiation 18 year survivor.
"Whatever doesn't kill me, makes me stronger"
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Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 8,311 | Angelia,
I know what you mean as I have had several close to me get cancer since I was Dx'ed including my next door neighbor and a long term employee.
David
Age 58 at Dx, HPV16+ SCC, Stage IV BOT+2 nodes, non smoker, casual drinker, exercise nut, Cisplatin x 3 & concurrent IMRT x 35,(70 Gy), no surgery, no Peg, Tx at Moffitt over Aug 06. Jun 07, back to riding my bike 100 miles a wk. Now doing 12 Spin classes and 60 outdoor miles per wk. Nov 13 completed Hilly Century ride for Cancer, 104 miles, 1st Place in my age group. Apr 2014 & 15, Spun for 9 straight hrs to raise $$ for YMCA's Livestrong Program. Certified Spin Instructor Jun 2014.
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David R. 65 yr old male non-smoker, light drinker, stage 3 or 4, depending on which doc you ask, scc rt. tonsil, 2 nodes, 7 weeks radiation and chemo. No surgery. Teatment ended 3/20/08. PET scan 8/08 showed no cancer.
And now, as of oct, 2010, caregiver to wife, Linda, with breast cancer.
May, 2013, Linda diagnosed with stage 3 ovarian cancer. Enuf already.
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Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 | Thanks guys. I am so glad I have this place to come to when I am feeling down about life.
Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12
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Joined: Jul 2006 Posts: 388 | The ability to "vent" with people who understand and have "been there" is very important to recovery, whether cancer victim or caregiver or a truly caring friend. Prayers to the Best Listener help too  Blessings to you, Angelia.
Husband: 3 SCC gum and cheek cancers 2002, 2005, 2006: surgery only. Scans clear after removal of small, well differentiated, non-invasive cancers. No radiation. 4th SCC lip diagnosed 4/13/07 - in situ, removed in biopsy. More lip removed 2/8/08 - dysplasia. 2 Biopsies 3/17/09 no cancer (lichenoids)
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Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 5,260 | Yes gal, you vent all you want, I lost my mother, my favorite cousin and she sure didn't last long, and my best friend to name just a couple. This is one time that none of us can say why not me instead?? We been there and are doing it ourselves.
Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here
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Joined: Sep 2006 Posts: 1,357 Likes: 5 | No life isn't fair, and cancer sucks. If you are 2 or 102 - cancer sucks.
I am on the young side of the "baby boomer" generation and I know our CancerCare facility/staff are gearing for huge increases in cancer numbers as this group ages.
We joked one night at our Head and Neck Cancer support group (called "A Head Above") that we almost felt LUCKY to have the cancer now as we have great auxilliary resources at our disposal - everything from therapy through art, to yoga, dieticians, physio, etc, etc, etc - not to mention the big ticket RO, MO, Surgeons - but what will happen once this cancer ridden population glut hits the system?
Cancer truly sucks.
Donna
Donna,69, SCC L Tongue T2N1MO Stg IV 4/04 w/partial gloss;32 radtx; T2N2M0 Stg IV; R tongue-2nd partial gloss w/graft 10/07; 30 radtx/2 cispl 2/08. 3rd Oral Cancer surgery 1/22 - Stage 1. 2022 surgery eliminated swallowing and bottom left jaw. Now a “Tubie for Life”.no food envy - Thank God! Surviving isn't easy!!!! .Proudly Canadian - YES, UNIVERSAL HEALTH CARE IS WONDERFUL! (Not perfect but definitely WONDERFUL)
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Joined: May 2009 Posts: 1,412 | I spoke with my friend again today. They had a horrible visit with an oncologist in our town. She said that this Dr. pretty much told them to try a certain medicine and see if it would work. She did tell me that she has been scheduling all appointments as her mother is not doing well emotionally. Her mother just lost her father to cancer and is now looking at the possibility of losing her husband. They are going to MD Anderson on Tuesday and I pray that they will give them more answers and more hope.
Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12
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