Test results wont be had until next month. We were told to wait for a PET scan to be scheduled mid Jan, then based on those results, they will decide how to treat him.
He's lost faith in the docs, and doesn't even want to see his radiologist ever again. Foolishly I said, why? it's not like he gave you the cancer, it isn't his fault. That lead to a discussion of how I didn't have his back anymore, and no matter what kind of rampage he goes on, I am expected to be on his side. Not these strangers who are doing him wrong.
I do not see an end in sight to our relationship woes. All I can do is hang on and support him the best I can. I'm trying to do more for myself and my son in the mean time. Just hangin on.

aggressiveness, impulsiveness, irritability, hostility, suicidal thoughts or actions; unusual or severe mental or mood changes; worsening of depression...
Just a few of the side effects of Remeron... the anti depressant the docs put my husband on months ago... I want to believe that this is part of the craziness we've been dealing with.
I've asked him to call in for a different med anyway since he is still VERY depressed.