Hi Charm 2017. I would feel the same about watchful waiting. I don't like that term. Seems easy enough for them to just do a biopsy or the needle thing so they know for certain instead of just letting it get bigger or smaller and you feeling worried about it. I'm praying that it is nothing and just some tissue change or irritation.
I too stress out about any lump or bump
and get myself into a total panic before every check up MRI. I don't know that the fear of a recurrance will ever completely go away but I'm hoping it will dissapate the further away I get from my surgery and treatments. Hang in there
Kisses and hugs to you.
KATE