Hi all its been awhile since my last post. A quick rundown about my father. Well he had scc stage 4 of the tongue, did 80 radiation treatment and chemo, not even a month out of treatment my father had a huge lump on the side by the saliva gland so they biosopy it. Yesterday 2 weeks after biospy results are in positive for yet another tumor. Doctor says at this point it is inoperable because of the location (very back of tongue toward the voice box) it is very large, anyways now they are trying chemo for 3 weeks to see if they can shrink it. Doctor said maybe it will maybe it won't if it doesn't work then hes terminal.
Now I am his 29 year old daughter, he is 51. We have always been very close like best friends and now im scared to death i'm going to lose him.
I have been there every step of the way for him and now Im not sure what to say to him, (hes in denial right now.) Oh he also only weights 105 lbs. I am so angry and hurt and scared to death. This has been the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life. I feel like I'm just watching him die slowly and that sucks. The doctors main concern right now is to try and keep him as pain free as possible.
Thanks for listening just needed to get that off my chest.

Hurt and Confused by all of this

Kelly