you can beat this addiction & i am sure that you will make it. you are so strong, but you just don;t know it. you are fighting this terrible disease & at the same time you are the shoulder for your husband to lean on. life has a lot of good things, great things or just everyday little things to offer you & your family. please just start to dream of how happy your life could be, what would make you feel happy and believe me this could happen. listen to music and do things that makes you feel nice.
you don;t need cigarettes, it's just a click in your mind and yes you can make it.take this packet and throw it away, you feel so so good with yourself!live your life that is such a great gift sent from god, and live it as you like it, i know that you can find the right way.
love,