i think that some things are inivetable. no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, or what path you choose to take, if it's meant to be there is no way to avoid it. i feel so so sad, so furious, because from his e-mails i felt how much he wanted to beat this disease, and how hard he foufht. i couldn't take the step to be re-radiated but he did, and he was so so brave!
it's so unfair that one way or another we have to try so hard for living, while others just take it for granted. all my love & sympathies to his family, you should be very proud about him.