Hi, Billy! After I figured out what JM2C's meant, I decided to add mine . You, indeed, went through a very scary time and did it well. I remember most of your posts and the determination you had while getting through the treatments. Somewhere in your mind there is a little switch that needs to be turned to "ON with my life." Whether or not anti-anxiety drugs are necessary are between you and your Doc, but you have shown great fortitude thus far, so please keep that fighting spirit up! Hopefully, no one wil take offense at this, but I equate the battle with this disease to being in a foxhole [or in a truck or helicopter in Iraq or Afganistan right now.] Getting through an Oral Cancer diagnosis is a life battle and requires tremendous courage and stamania. You did well, Billy- Keep it up. Amy in the Ozarks