This is
Jenny2008, for some reason I am having some trouble logging in. So, I re-registered again with different ID.
John, Tom and David, Thank you very much for the message. I feel that finally someone believe me. One of the ENTs I went to even thought me having some kind of mental issues and recommended me to see a counselor.

I have requested tissue biopsy for
HPV couples of times, but never got it.
Life is not fair. I will finish my PhD in 2 weeks and I am suppose to be very happy now. But I feel like my life is about to be over. I keep telling myself that I need to be positive, but this is so hard.
I am in michigan, close to Karmanos cancer center and University of michigan cancer center. Also, I have friends in LA and I will go there if needed.
I have an appointment with another ENT tomorrow, I hope he will agree to do biospy for me. If anyone living in the same area may recommend some docs, I really appreciate it.
Thank you again, this is really an wonderful website
Jenny