Thanks for the replies... I know you can't diagnose me, I guess I am just looking for people to tell me I am fine, but of course no one really can know at this point. My tonsils are still swollen. I remember on more than one occasion a doctor or dentist sayin wow those are some tonsils you got there... but then when I ask they say it's normal... ok...

Well tomorrow I will call my GP and see if there's been any cancellations so I can go in tomorrow instead of Monday for my referral. I will see what he can do for me there... maybe GPs can do biopsies? I also want an x-ray since my chest has been hurting. If he could do that I guess I wouldn't even need an ENT, but I doubt he could.

I just don't want to die so soon... you know I've pretty much always been a depressed person and I used to always say that if I knew I would go to a better place when I died, I'd kill myself in a second... well now I have a 6 month old son, and I realize I don't want to die anymore...

Thanks for the support.