thanks for the words of support,

its true, a lot of things in my day, in my personality, actions remind me of my mom .. but theres a lot that i wish she was still around for ..

its weird losing a parent, i feel a lot of things, like all over the map, reading the posts, i know im not alone in feeling the things i feel.. but i just dont feel right..

thanks all

H

the world brought me to my knees...
Update: Feb 10/08: Mom passed away on Jan 31,08 - infection (unknown) in her lungs with her weakened immune system resulted in cardiac arrest - T2NO SCC of tongue surgery 6/30/06, SCC left neck and lungs detected Sept 07, 7 weeks rad/3 rounds chemo had no effect.