Jenna, it does get better! I was back at work a month after treatments ended. Last 2 weeks of treatment and the 10 days after were the worse but I really recovered quickly. I know it is different for everyone but hopefully you will be back soon. I do vividly remember being in that dark tunnel. I forced at least some food down my throat each day but put lots of food and water through the PEG. Hang in there and I be praying for ya!