Vicki,
Oh, how I wish there was an easy answer for you.

I don't have to tell there isn't...you already know that. Look back...a couple of months ago, when you expressed the same feelings. All perfectly normal, and something we have all experienced. How do I get through this????

Something we all wonder, and surprise ourselves by doing just that; getting through it. We pull on reserves we didn't know we had, find strength we'd hidden all our lives, and WE GET THROUGH IT.

So will you. You'll get through this hurdle, and the next, and the next. You'll continue to surprise yourself, and you will learn things about yourself that will change you for the better.

We will be here when you need to vent, or cry, or cheer a victory. Much luck. I'm keeping you in my thoughts
Wayne