Thanks Kim- I have tears- you were so right. It is so hard and I feel so anxious.

I got the drink yesterday and Charlie hates it. He is so mad that I make him drink it. What I wouldnt do to make everything taste good for him!

Thank you everyone who responded, it means alot to not feel alone.

Charlie definatley has 2 belly buttons, but in his own words, "it could be worse- I could have lost a whole body part!"