Hello all,

It so good to be able to read and hear how people are going. Things have been so busy, I haven't even had time to check in here...John finished radiation about 6 weeks ago and has had the trach out for 3 weeks and hopefully will be able to get the G-Tube out soon. I feel like I should be thrilled, jumping for joy, etc...etc...But mostly, I feel exhausted. John is really amazing he is working almost full time and sleeping when he gets home, our 3 1/2 year old is really coping well (Last evening she said, "I think this cheese is soft enough for you to eat...what to try some Daddy?"...We both thought we would cry...she's a real doll!!!) My work has been so supportive even though I've been really, really slow at getting anything accomplished...So really everything is going well, but I feel exhausted...I already did the Paxil thing...so I don't feel depressed really...just, well, exhausted...and I have the easy job..poor John is doing rehab, working to swallow, managing all the spasms...and I'm the one who wants a vacation...can someone please talk some sense into me... :-)....

Thanks and lots of love,
Sara