Deano, speaking from a caregiver's perspective, I wish I had known how tired John would become during rad. txs because his reaction scared me badly. It started to hit him about 8 treatments in and lasted for several months after they were over. There were days where I would check on him every hour or so just to be sure he was still breathing! [I know it doesn't affect everyone the same and hope you will not have many problems] He did have a peg and Thank Heaven for that. AS to you "Dead Man Walking" question, there are many survivors posting here, and many more who are out there living their lives. Take the very best care of yourself during treatment, it will help you get through it. Amy