Hello Tower,

Here's wishing you the best in your upcoming treatment. I really found that keeping a daily journal helped me a lot in getting rid of most of whatever emotions I was having on that particular day. Never sat down to just purposely type out the exact chronology of what happened that day, but more to express my feelings about both the treatments and EVERYTHING else that was going on, including some things I am glad that some others were not able to read.
Then there is this wonderful forum. Come here for whatever you need to talk about. As I am sure you have seen, you will find as much love and support as you could hope for, from people that KNOW what you are going thru.
Good Luck and will be praying for you,

Jack

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Dx 1/15/97 SCC rt. tonsil met to rt lymph node Stg IV, Srgry 1/23/97 tonsillectomy & mod radical neck dissection, Radiation 35 trtmnts both sides