You know, Jack, I'm a pretty emotional person to begin with - and I'm beginning to feel the pressure of having to be up-beat and confident and happy all the time when around family and friends (and especially Tom.) I was so very thrilled Tom wanted to have all the family that could be with us at our home, which is the usual place for big celebrations. I held a happy face and attitude all day, with that one exception. I know that Tom could not have gotten one word out for himself - - - in recent weeks he has been just too emotional, and I am looking forward to that day when he can look back and vocalize all that he is feeling inside. It would do him a world of good - - and I can guess your heart filled to overflowing when you were able to tell everyone what was in it!
God bless you and may you continue on a healthy road!
Nicki
PS - Tom felt well enough to accompany me to church tonight First time in quite awhile, and it felt wonderful having him with me, my parents and one of my children Such little gifts are HUGE.