I wish that we had found this site at the beginning of John's treatment. I don't think that it would have changed anything but the imput is wonderful. John has had radiation and chemo at MDACC Orlando. His radiation was IMRT. We are very happy with the doctors. He now has to have surgery on the lymph nodes. If we learn anything from this I hope it how precious each day is--even the bad ones. I appreciate your attitude Brian. Just believe in your course of treatment no matter which one you choose. Believe it must be right for you.