Christy, I'm so sorry to hear of your Grandma's parting. You did all you could to make her journey comfortable and loving. I'm sure she was very appreciative of your support. And I'm sure she wants you to get some help to get past this and will be with you as you learn how to deal with her passing. I have similar memories of the death of my father which will last me for the rest of my life. All I can say is that the pain of their passing eases over time and only the good memories are left. Will pray for you all, as usual.