Hello Brenda,

I admire your strength and perseverence (excuse the spelling, computer slow and if I check spell check I won't get back to you for days!!)
You are an incredible woman!
I remember my mom on the last day of her chemo, this poor nurse came in and started pricking at her. Finally mom pulled her arm back and said get Clarise, you don't know what the hell you are doing! I was so embarrassed...until she looked out the doorway and said she (meaning the nurse) shouldn't be allowed near humans. I wanted to disappear! Mom is never like that but I guess when you go through all what you and she have had to --well, it's ok.
You are facing so much and yet...you still come here and share with all of us. I admire your strength, and will.
I wish all of us could somehow get together and meet each other. Wouldn't that be great?
Someday, we will all meet....I have faith in that.
I hope you have a restful day. Take it easy.