Sorry you're having so much trouble with that, John. We all vary so much in how we heal & recover. I have been very fortunate & try to share my experience so that hopefully someone can use it to get through this shitty hand we've been dealt a little easier.

dx 2/11/04 scca bot T3 IU 2B MO poorly differentiated, margins ok, 3/16 modest, jaw split, over half of tongue removed, free flap from left forearm - finished chemo & rad treatment 5/20/04