Raymond it is a long journey to take but you seem to have alot of faith and that can take you along way. I hope everything comes along ok. I am curious though my husband had Chemo for 6 hours and 48 radiation treatments everyday but weekends and his Chemo was every two weeks and they never put him in the hospital or gave him a feeding tube and he had some real strong Chemo the same as you and F five and something else and he only seemed to get headaches not nausea or anything Cisplatin and 5-FU AND Paclitaxel just wondering why they would do that? All though I wish they woudld have given him the peg because he lost alot of weight and because he has and office job he would go to work most everyday except when he got Chemo sometimes he would miss the next day because of the headache. You will be in our prayers.