Jeanette,

I can't respond to any of the answers about the side effects you are having. Mine are different than yours.
But I had to post because you sounded so "down" about everything. It sounds very much like you have had a bubble burst because you were so ready to put this all behind you. And you still will, it will just be a bit longer than planed, but none of us planned for any of this anyway and you've handled it like a champ.

You can do this...and you can do this well. After your venting (venting once and a whie is a good thing)read the sign off on all your messages, because when I first came to the board I thought it was the absolute best phrase I had ever heard.

Take care,
Dinah